Love AgainI wonder if I'll love again.I was so in love with you.Love doesn't come easy.It's not something I do.I never loved my mom.I never loved my dad.There was never any love,In any relationship I had.I'm not alone in this.There are other's like me.I met a man who didn't love,His wife or girl of three.And so I'll find a man,Who makes me smile.I may be looking,For a little while.Happiness doesn't mean love.My heart won't be his.I don't just fall in love.That's just the way it is.
Don't Know WhyI feel depressed, but don't know why.My eyes are tearing about to cry.Nothing to give the blame to.I don't know what I'm to do.I wanted help and I reached out.Your dismissal gives more doubt.I know you can't help how busy you are,And you can't help that you're so far.I don't want you to feel guilt.I can see your face begin to wilt.I know it's tough to put up with me.Sometimes sadness is all I can see.There must be more important things to be done.I guess talking to me isn't one.I guess it doesn't matter what I blame.Tomorrow's likely to be the same.
Do not discriminateI think people bipolar, schizophrenic, depressive, anxious, ectneeds a lot of understanding.Do not discriminate.They are not dangerous.Not even have to avoid them.They are people with a problem that requires medicationYou have to feel compassion for the mentally illNobody is to blame for being mentally illOf course we must not isolate them.
My SociopathMy sociopath.You're cunning,And manipulative.People are just a means,To achieve your goals.You don't really care.It's all pretend.I wonder if they can tell?But I'm different.I'm your love,Even if I don't love you,Even if I can't love you.You will protect me,And care for me,And I will show you kindness.I will act as if I care,Because you make me happy.Your manipulations will get you far,One day,My sociopath.
New PersonI worry about what I will become.Will you love me when it's done?A whole new person I might be.I don't know if I'll be me.How strange it is to have another mind.So much confusion that I find.You tell me to do whatever's best,Whatever makes me happiest,But even worse, I may not love you.I really don't know what to do.I know she hates all my doubt.She's dying to be let out,But it's me that she'll replace,A new person behind my face.